I Still Don’t Think We Understand Depression
That’s why we keep being surprised when seemingly happy people like tWitch kill themselves.
I don’t think we really understand what depression is.
That’s why we keep being surprised when people kill themselves.
That’s why we are shocked when people who we perceive to be happy and successful — tWitch, Cheslie Kryst, Robbin Williams, Anthony Bourdain — die by suicide.
I have been depressed, and I can tell you it is not something where you can look at someone and easily identify. It’s actually quite complex and can be hidden completely, unbeknownst to even our intimate partners and those with whom we share our lives. Those of us who are happy and high-achieving often hide it the best.
Depression is not sadness (though it can be).
Often, depression is an inability to access or experience joy or peace.
Depression is exhaustion.
Depression is fatigue.
Depression is hopelessness.
Depression is helplessness.
Depression is despair.
Depression is a cluttered apartment.
